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 Behind The Tape 
Friday, 18 March 2011


As I drive down the street, I hear the crack of gun fire. Months ago, maybe a year, who knows, the images begin to blur, I walked this same street, piecing together the chase. They started shooting at him here. He lost control of his car here. There was still a gouge in the pavement where he flipped. And he died here.  I pass it, on my way to another dead man. I give him a salute and drive on.

I see dead people. Long after the bodies are gone, their images remain in my head. The average commuter in this fine city never sees them, but as I criss-cross the freeways, the blocks, the neighborhoods, they wave to me.

       Those two died at that intersection - young victims of gang violence.

She hanged herself when her husband wanted a divorce. 

          He shot himself in that luxury apartment when he got the doctor's report.

                           She was raped and strangled behind those steps.

And street by street, the faces go on. I arrive at my destination and the figurative lingering becomes physical. I can smell him long before I find his body. I've smelled worse, but he's bad enough to get my attention. We get him packaged up and on his way to the morgue, but the odor lingers.  It's in my clothes. It's in my nose. I have questions that won't be answered until autopsy, but that's not what's on my mind as I drive back to the office. He's in my hair. My hair smelled like Japanese cherry blossoms this morning. Now it smells like decomposition and maggots.

The skyline of the city dances in my rearview mirror on the drive home - and he's still here, clutching my shirt, clinging to my hair, lingering on my mind.

 

 

 

POSTED BY: forensicfarmgirl AT 12:03 pm   |  Permalink   |  3 Comments  |  E-mail this
Comments:
You are amazing. As a former rancher (not true — it never gets out of your blood), current writer, crime victim, natural science/animal behavior junky among other things, I find your blogs captivating,inspiring and moving. Keep writing! You write with a combination of spontaneity, insight and humor that is wonderful. What gets me the most is that you find the time (MAKE the time) to keep at it. And from personal experience, I imagine it's an outlet as well as a pleasure. Thank you for sharing so much of your life and your heart with all of us!
Posted by browncow on 03/19/2011 09:32:29
You put me there with you when I read your words, bringing perspective...and a true appreciation for what you do every day. You don't hear it enough, but thank you for what you and all law enforcement do every day.
Posted by Carolynn on 03/21/2011 13:39:04
Awwwww! Thank you! You guys are so sweet! After the day I just had, I needed to read that! Sometimes farm chores attack all at once, AND I left my camera at a farm 2 hours away today. Hopefully her livestock guardian dogs don't eat it before she gets my messages! I apologize for the delay in getting your CSI comments approved. They don't come to my blackberry so I have wait until I'm on the computer.
Posted by forensicfarmgirl on 03/21/2011 22:37:25

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